meh

the older you get, the less things surprise you.

i used to think that departmental exams are big deals. that it takes emergencies for you to cut classes. that a 3.0 average is, well, average. that i'd never sleep through my weekends. things change, people more so. shit happens and you blame each other instead of rebuilding. beer never tastes quite the same, nor is it as funny listing down the stupid things teachers say. that cool prof suddenly doesn't seem so cool, and you notice that hesitation when he doesn't understand a student's couterpunchline. any song you've heard once, you classify as overplayed. video games are little more than shiny mps.

no, this is not a valentine's rant - please, i have too many commitments as it is. nor is this just some bad day or weekend or week or year. this is me cleaning my glasses before i go out.

hindsight is 20/20.

sige ingat.ü 
posted by stani at 7:26 PM